Daddy__ ^^,

hAyyHHh.....

q mo cuRht lagii yaaawh...
kali ini tntg my daddy...
I really love my daddy..
u know something??
He left my fam when i was in elementary school..
I really love my daddy, he also did love me...
buT why he left me???
...ouughhh....
i really miss my dad...


mY father is a good man for me...
but he has a bad personality, i guess...
he is a bad temper and "stone-head"man..
when he make a mistake, it's very difficult for him to admit it..
he always pretend that he is right and the others are wrong..
i don't like his behavior..
buT so far, he really love me..
I felt safe when i was beside him...
hE really care of me...
buT it was a long time ago...
huuumpfhh..

yesterday, i sent him a message...
i miz him...
then he told me smthing...
he said that he was in trouble...
ya know...
he was in a difficult stuation...
a few years ago, after my parents were divorced,
my daddy were bankrupt...
and now, he really need a job...
in the other side of me, i think it was a punishment for him,
coz he had made a very big mistake..
but then i realize that i shouldn't judge my dad like that..
coz i'm not a god...
just let God decide what's the best for him...

yesterday, he told me that he was desperate right now..
he blamed God of not giving him a job...
but that's not a mature reason at all...
very childish...
he didn't introspection him self of what he had done..
then i told him what i'm feel right now...
ya know...
i told him..
that he should hand over all his plans and his life to God's hands..
Trusting God, that He will do the best for your life..
believe God that one day He will show you the way out of your problem right now...
The key is trust God!!

here...
i always pray for my daddy..
even though he wasn't here beside me..
i always pray so that he will find the way out of his problems...
My prayer always beside you...

God bless you my daddy...
I love you...

I'm so grateful, because of Jesus Christ always blesses me...

by: Michelle Apriana K

Seminggu ini q ngerasa kurang berapi-api bgt,
dan di setiap doaku, q slalu minta ma Tuhan supaya q dikasih roh yang menyala-nyala lagi...

Tanggal 7&8 Maret ini q bakal ikut acara encounter dr greja...
Encounter tu adalah acara utk mempertemukan kita ma Tuhan lagi...
Kita akan diubahkan hatinya..
Pokoknya dibuat mjd seseorang yang baru dan pnuh dgn roh kudus gt d...
Q excited bgt, coz byk yang bilang acara ni bner2 memberkati bgt...
Di acara ni bakal ada pelepasan kita dari sgala ikatan dosa gt...
Pastinya banyak penyembahan dan doa2 yang nguatin kita gitu...

Kmrn q biz ikutan acara briefing buat encounter....
Dsitu dibilangin kalo kita harus punya suatu kerinduan yang besar bgt buat diubahkan Tuhan..
Nah, dsitu q bner2 terpaku...
Coz hal itu yg slama ini q pikirin...
Slama ini q bner2 pny kerinduan yang besar bgt buat berubah...
Q pengen ninggalin smua dosa2 yang udah q lakuin slama ini...
aNd ThanKs God...
Rencana Tuhan bener-bner ajaib yaa...
akhirnya q dipertemukan ma acara encounter ini...
Q percaya bgt ma Tuhan, kalo q bakal ngalamin suatu mujizat yang besar disini...
Q yakin n percaya Tuhan bakal ngelawat aku.... Amin...

Hari ini q udah niat puasa 4 hari untuk mempersembahkan yang terbaik buat Tuhan..
Q rindu banget dalam persiapan 4 hari sbelum encounter ini,
q bisa melakukan yang terbaik buat Tuhan...
Puji Tuhan...
Tadi pagi sperti biasa q saTe...
Tapi hari ini gag biasa banget...
Waktu aku mulai dengan baca renungan harian, q tersentuh ma perkataan Tuhan hari ini...
Tuhan berkata tntang hati yang tulus mengikut Tuhan...
Hati yang benar2 ikut Tuhan untuk mengenal Tuhan,
bukan karena ingin berkat-berkatnya saja...
YaP!!
Tuhan bner2 mnegur aku dsini..
Emang bner kalo slama ini q hanya mengejar berkat-berkat Tuhan aja...
Tapi skarang, Tuhan pengen hatiku berubah...
Mnjadi seorang anak yang bner2 ikut Tuhan karena ingin mengenal Tuhan lebih intim...

Waktu doa setelah baca renungan,...
Q bner-bner dijamah Tuhan...
Tuhan mengetuk hatiku dan q mnangis...
q bner-bner brsyukur ma Tuhan buat firmannya yang menegur aku...
Tuhan udah memberikan hati yang baru yang berapi-api lagi...
Thanks God krn udah mndengar doaku...

Skarang, fokusku hanya untuk Tuhan...
Q rindu banget, hidupku bisa menjadi dupa yang harum buat Tuhan...
Hidupku bisa dipakai sbagai alat kemuliaan Tuhan...
Q rindu banget dalam seumur hidupku, q bisa mnyenangkan hati Tuhan...
Amen...