Thursday, February 26, 2009

A Girl Prayer




Dear Lord,

I pray for a man
That will be a part of my life

A man that really loves You more than everything
A man that will take me in the second place of his heart
A man that lives not for his self but for You
Face and physical attraction are not important...

The most important is
I want a heart that really loves and thirsty of You
And has desire to be like Jesus
And he must know for whom and for what he lives,
So his life is not useless...

Someone that has a wise heart, not only smart brain
A man that not only loves me, but also respect me
A man that not only can adore me, but can warn me when i am wrong
A man that loves me not from my smooth levels
but from my heart
A man can be my best friend in any time and situation
A man that makes me feel a woman when I am beside him...

I am not asking for a perfect he
Bit I ask for an important he
So I can make he perfect in Your eyes
A man that needs my support for the strength
A man that needs my prayer for his life
A man that needs my smile to cover his sadness
A man that needs my love so he could feel love
A man that needs me to make he live...

And I also ask,
Make me a woman that can made he proud
Give me a heart that really love You
So I could love him with you Your love, not love him with my love
Give me Your gentle spirit,
So my personality does not come from my outside, but came from You
Give me Your hands, that I always be able to pray for him
Give me your eyes, so I can see many good things in him, not the bad ones
Give me Your mouth that is filled with Your words of wisdom and encourage
So I could support him everyday
Give me Your lips, and I will smile at every time...

And I want that when we finally meet
Both of us can say
How Great Thou Art
Thank you give me someone that can make me life perfect
I know that You want us to meet at the right time
Amen...


Taken from : FG Magazine 97

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Dunia



by : Michelle Apriana.K

Pagi yang dingin, angin yang kencang
Bertiup seolah mengusirku pergi jauh...
Hujan yang menerpaku, seolah peluru es di ragaku...

Dunia tiada hentinya menghujam tubuhku dengan amarahnya...

Sekejap, perihnya menusuk hingga rusukku...

Kegelapan seolah meenyeliputiku

Dan kekosongan membuatku tersungkur


Oh dunia...

Apakah salahku?

Mengapa kau begitu membenciku?

Menghempasku seolah aku tiada guna...


Dalam gelapnya dunia, sekelibat cahaya menghampiriku...

Menebarkan kehangatan semi yang indah...

Dan menyelimutiku dengan kenyamanan yang abadi..

Jiwaku seolah tenang, damai dalam pancaranmu..

Sakitnya tubuh ini terkalahkan oleh sentuhanmu...

Jiwaku terasa terangkat dari tubuh penuh luka ini..

Terbang bersamamu ke awan-awan yang kekal...


Damai hatiku terus menyertai, tiada sekalipun meninggalkanku...

Jiwaku seringan debu di udara, mengalir terus bersamamu...

Rasa sakit yang dulu menoreh hati..

kini lenyap bersamamu...

Tetaplah di hatiku, menerangi relung jiwaku yang tiada akhir....

Sweet Dream


by: Michelle Apriana.K

Once upon a time, there was a boy who love a girl... but the girl ignored him...
One day, the boy got sick and was about to die...
Then the girl asked him..
"Why are you leaving me?"
then the boy answered,
"So i can be your angel and Love you forever..."
The girL saw that love...
"But, why now the Love is going away from me?"
No answer... The boy is gone...
"Now, I'm here... Alone... and hopeless.."
stay without any strength...
breathe without any air...
see without any light...
walk without any way...
kiss without any lips...
and hug without any warmth...
...
a year after it...
The girl stand in a graveyard...
Under the tree of sorrowful...
under the sky of grievous...
She lying above her love's gravestone...
She want to be beside the boy...
that will never be apart...

There...
The girl sleep on her sweet dream...
and will never get up bt nightmares...
There...
She dies with love in her dream...
Forever and never be apart...

The Love


by: Michelle Apriana.K

Right here...
Deeply inside my heart...
Far down to the edge of my heart...
There's no sound...
Cold, windy, and lonely...
Couldn't feel anything...
Couldn't touch any sound...
Quietly, destroying my heart...
Without any sun light, without any air...
I couldn't see...
I couldn't breathe...
My heart is empty, without any love inside...
Still searching that sweet thing...
'Till the end of my breath...
'Till my heart stop beating...
I miss the love...
To brighten my darkest heart...
To cheer up my sorrow life...
To bring the life to my dead soul...
To freshen the dry lungs...
Always wait here for you...
Right here...
In my heart...
In the deepest of my soul...
I will always waiting for the light...
To embrace my life...
and warmth my soul...
Right here...